Tonight I feel totally depressed.
I don't know where any of this is headed.
I am tired, but I have slept naps for most of the day.
My heart is tired.
My soul is tired.
My emotions feel like a truck ran over them.
In my mother's words--I am 'bitchy' tonight.
It is nights like this that I wonder why it matters.
It is when I wonder how stable I really am.
When I wonder how I could possibly accomplish anything.
When I loose all hope.
I cannot cry because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake a smile, a laugh every day of my life
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*hugs* hang in there, you'll make it
{{{{{{{/Daughter}}}}}}}
"Oh that I had wings like a dove! for then would I fly away, and be at rest." Psalm 55:6
I found this psalm particularly comforting when I was a seriously depressed teenager in a severe religious environment.
Sara
hugs and loving thoughts and prayers
This video brought tears to my eyes. So many times I have felt as you describe. It does not last forever. Hold on.
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