August 29, 2013

Crossposted on HA!


This was my favorite shelf in the expansive home-library my mother used for school and down time.
Books were my escape, coping meschanism, and delight. 

Unfortunately for me, the nearest library is about 6 miles in a direction I avoid because of traffic (not to mention it is beside a Mega-church with "abortion crosses" and protesters semi-frequently on it's sidewalks).
I am proud to have been cross-posted on Homeschoolers Anonymous Week of Positives.
This is actually the second time, because they also posted my story about being a sister-mom to my younger siblings recently. 
I know what you are saying: I post more on other people's blogs than on my own!!!

August 6, 2013

Hey, Y'all

Ive been getting a lot of views via Libby Anne's Survivor Blogs list, and I wanted to greet them cheerily.

Also, I wanted to update seeing how long its been since I have posted a cheery, upbeat southern greeting.
Seriously, my accent is getting worse because I am waitressing now and I have been told multiple times that customers will get offended if called "guys" (as in "hey, guys, what drinks can I start you off with this evening?" or "How are you guys doing?").

I am finding that waitressing involves a lot more walking and working and the money and hours are never guaranteed. Its hard and tiring and wearing me out.
College classes begin the 15th, and I am very excited for this third semester.  While I did win the scholarship, it does not cover books, so I have been saving up for those as well.
Thankfully I am learning how to balance between renting and buying to save as much $$ as I can (considering that buying them from the bookstore runs around $800 a semester!) and I worked myself to death this week and made $400 for them. (yay!)

Since it has been hot and muggy out I have not had any severe issues with depression or lashing out emotionally.  I have been stressed a lot with work and being physically worn out, but I know it is only for the time being and I am looking forward to beginning classes again.  I feel like I am in my element when I do that and it really makes me happy.
Also, I have been saving up money for a kitty.  I am a cat-lover and I have not had one since I left home.  It does something for me that nothing else does.  I have been biding my time, saving up for the apartment pet deposit, and looking for the perfect ball of fluff to fall head over heels in love with.  I know it will happen and I have been wanting it more and more now that I have a little place of my own.

Life is as life does. 
I keep plugging on.
Its my tenacity.  I will survive and conquer and look down at those who have tried to hurt me and laugh.
..........maybe?